- "I'm not even supposed to be here today!"

i'm just going to use this site to vent and/or share with my friends.

send messages to:
www.myspace.com/diemstar

for fuck's sake, i'm a receptionist with a boss who offers such criticisms as, "you're coming off cold, not shy..."
thus supplying me with the perfect amount of irritation, cynicism, urgency and boredom so why not just call my blog:

COLD, NOT SHY

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Mon Nov 10

"I'm not even supposed to be here today!"

so today’s my last monday at work, thank god! and as much as i’m going to miss this place (ha!), i can’t sit here anymore! i’m going effing bonkers!

that being said, let’s take a moment to discuss my weekend…

sat - should’ve REALLY gone to the anti-prop 8 rally in silverlake with the other 10,000 people and my fave angel (drew barrymore),

(photo borrowed from louise)

instead of the rollercoaster ride i went on in my mind! so awful! i thought i was going to enter this magical world of beauty and wonder

and i did, until i started thinking of all the consequences of poisoning myself and then it turned into this:

needless to say it got scary as fuck and i’m SO over drugs like that, for ever.

sun - i recovered from the nightmare the night before by sleeping in and then watching my girl.

favorite line - “i only surround myself with people who i find intellectually stimulating”

who would i be without this movie? i don’t think i would’ve survived this long.

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