change is upon us

i know in this economy one should really hold on to a job that pays well and offers health insurance, but i think the end of cold, not shy is upon us. i need to give myself a break and a chance to see what i can really do on my own. i’ve become really comfortable in this mind-numbing position. i feel like i haven’t had an original thought in at least 10 months and that feels really awful, and i can’t take it for too much longer.

this may be a fallacy, but i’ve always considered myself to be a creative person and answering phones and dealing with office supplies all day is murdering my soul. i don’t really have a next move, but i’ll figure it out. alls i know is i need a change and fast.